My heart is breaking.
He needs to think about
Us. I'm dying inside.
SB told me last night that he thinks we should break up. And not for any reason that I can be mad at or hate him for. But because he thinks I deserve better and that we might be on different paths. I asked him to give us one more chance, that I should be the one to make that decision. He said that he needs to think about it over the weekend and we'll talk on Sunday. I didn't sleep last night, I'm constantly close to tears, and I'm trying to figure out what I can do and what I did wrong. And I'm cursing my naivety years ago when I thought having a broken heart couldn't possibly be worse than being constantly alone. I don't really want to talk about it any more right now, but if we do officially break up on Sunday, I can almost guarantee this blog will not be updated much for a while.
2 comments:
Awwww! Thats soooo sad, i luv ur haiku. it might be hard 2 let him go, but trust me u will let go and u'll find sum1 else.. :) Cheer up!!
haiku's have to be 5 sentence, then 7 sentence, then 5 sentence again
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